Sorry To Say

Today, Once again, my tears come out again and again.. 

Try to Appreciate Everyone around you, 
Life is so beautiful, my dear friend don't be blind, 
You are special, yes you are, don't  you think that you are special? 

Do the best as you can in your life, think about yourself, your family, your friends..  Don't ever say Life is unfair, you are lucky my friend because you born to be a Human. 

Don’t be greedy, don’t be selfish. We know we are not perfect, 
 but we can do the best as we can.. 

Just Think of it...

I know my time is going shorter this time,

If i could built a time machine to take me to the past....I will

but i wont let it to stop me to reach what i want..

Even my parent don't know.. I wont tell them.. 

Just i don't ant  to burden them.. Burden Everybody.. 

Why "this disease" too cruel... Why did "this disease" choose me? 

Only god know. My mind was thinking about did "this disease" choose me?? 

Day by day, night by night... 

Every single seconds i passed...

I heard my heartbeat slowing down i can hear it now.. 

It teach me to appreciate my life, my family, the love one..

Even thought there's no hope to me, no cure for the pain....

I accept "this disease" and I'll go for it...

But i can't carry it if it's just the word fate....

But i learn something today it make me quite HAPPY.....and SAD....

" On the opposite coast of sadness
is there something called a smile?
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, 
we can’t have a reason to runaway
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer day

If we find it that tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Like a boat struggling against the flow
We have to keep on going

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for that sunflower that grows at the end of spring

With my hands balled into fists, I wait for the dawn
With red fingernail marks and shining tears falling

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the moonlight
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet roads will shine
Only the darkness can teach us
About the strong, strong light
I’ve got to keep going stronger "